Honestly speaking

My situation isn't too good. I haven't really been keeping up in class and I haven't done homework for a very long time. I wonder how my group leader does it- not sleeping enough, I mean. I'm very tired, and I sleep more than him. And my envy x oc story isn't going anywhere, since I can't imagine any romance at all. Is that sad or sad? I've been reading too many yaoi tales to actually be able to imagine a normal, straight romance! Damn! Really.. I'm so dead.. Perhaps I should just keep waiting for the envyxoc fics to end first so I'll have an idea of how they're gonna incorporate romance into the plot. Because seriously my only reason for writing such a fanfic is to make a statement about how everybody just loves to cast envy in a yaoi role.. When I think he's more of a straight person despite his quirks.. But on the bright side, at least I feel like I'm making improvement in my oral presentation skills. But back to my own subject, I think I've fallen out of love with envy. Now it's the black panther bagheera. Like, in mowgli, book of jungle tales or something like that? He loves humans. Plus I bet if he assumed human form he'd be really cool, like all amber-eyed and wild, slim,well-muscled frame, and long,sleek, ebony hair. Of course, how could we forget the sharp gleaming fangs, wonderful feline grace and deadly speed and strength? Not to mention the fierce protectiveness and nobility, like how a real man should be? Yeah, I think I'm in love with him now. I don't think it'll last, though. Remember how last time it was sesshoumaru instead. Haha. I wonder if I'll be so fickle if they were real. Or perhaps my cat Fye, or even a werewolf. Kya! Hearts are flying everywhere! *^.^*