I feel terrible

Yes, as the title says, I really feel terrible. I feel like crying. I don't think I did well on my test at all! And after the test I think most ppl found it easy. What, I'm gonna be the worst now? I'm gonna have to suck it up? What the hell!!! I'm really exhausted. Emotionally, especially. I really, really want to be promoted. I'm so sick of this feeling bad. I hate life, really, I do. There aren't enough good fanfictions, not enough time to read them, everything is too hard. I hate feeling bad about myself. How am I going to do well at the goddamned interview if I can't speak confidently about my strong traits, as I can't when my grades don't show what I tell about myself? I hate this, I hate this! I feel like vomiting. I feel really gloomy. I hate hate hate this!