Musing

I was just googling random stuff, you know, like when you type in a word and watch commonly-searched phrases pop up, and one of those was 'what is love' after 'what is planking'. So I began thinking about the different kinds of love. I'd like someone to feel agape for me- it's the purest form of love where the person who loves gives and does not expect anything in return. A sacrificial love. Unconditional love. Wouldn't that be great? I don't much care for the rest like 'eros'... Wonder if there are different types of hatred? I miss something, but I don't know, exactly, what it is. Strange, huh? Maybe I should just keep googling more fanfiction to distract myself. Except I can't find any good ones. I'd like to write an 'agape' story. And a story with the theme of slowly spiraling despair. And others too, maybe friendship, maybe normalcy, maybe.. Well, I'd love to start writing soon. Maybe also stories of an alternate way of viewing the world. Except I'm not the person I once was, so I might not be able to step into that world again. Stories of magic, of prophesy, of curses, of legends set in stone. Stories of the seraphim, the hellings, the spirits, the demons. Especially the eternally lengthening tale of the Child of Destiny, a girl young as eternity, who is instrumental in the existence of destiny. Maybe I'll write one one day, though when that is, I cannot say.