What the hell, you asshole

You know, I really hate it when people think they can analyse me. I mean, who the hell do they think they are? Like, what, show some interest and I'll open up to you? I never really thought he was irritating, but after the way he tried to understand me(like some kind of curiosity) I'm really annoyed by him. Excuse me? Stupid f-ing poncy. I bet those two boys were sort of conspiring against me. And I bet they tried to sweet-talk me. That pisses me off more! And I heard from the f-ing irritant that his friend did mention once that I was quite good-looking(not that I deny it, but I won't believe it to the extent that I get so full of myself. After all prettier girls abound.) that sets me off more because it reminds me of the way this lousy world works. People only treat the pretty ones well. Everybody (ok, almost everybody) is a f*cker. I mean that literally. That's the most basic instinct, I believe. Well, yea, maybe I'm a misanthrope, but I think I bloody well have a right to be. I haven't met truly pure people before. Even that which I once thought was pure is, in fact, tainted. I know I'm speaking in riddles. It's on purpose. But let's just say I'm disappointed. Really.
I know for a fact that what I've said about favoritism based on looks is true. Because people have treated me better based on my looks. When that happens, I just count it as a blessing, as another way I can better survive in the world. I have no redeeming qualities I can be certain of; I'll take what I can get. And that includes not allowing anyone else in.
Anyway, on to more mundane topics. I just needed to let my anger out. I am required to make a choice on what topic I will take next year for geography. Should I take hydrology or urban geography? I am uncertain of my own strength. I would rather take the former because one of the reasons I chose Geog as a subject was to understand the workings of the world around me better. I find anything relating to the human world eg economics, resource constraint etc pointless, partly due to my misanthropy. Yet, since urban Geog would provide me with information so I may be able to do my general paper better, I am tempted to pick that. Don't you just love it when you can Kill two tweeties with one strike? But if it turns out to not be my strength it'll backfire like nobody's business.
By the way, I found a real cool vocaloid song, 'Tokyo Teddy bear'. Too bad I couldn't find the English translation, since I like to know the meaning of the song I'm listening to, if there is any. And most of the ones I select do. Because I have great taste in songs. Ha! Well, I think I'll leave it at that for now, since I grow weary.